MIRRORS AND MASKS: Understanding Our Hidden Self Image

Eye PerceptionUnderstanding who you are involves going inside yourself, into the dark cave of your mind and psyche, and critically evaluating your thoughts, actions, habits, attitudes and behaviors. In this self-analysis workshop you will begin to understand and define your personality, behaviors, fears, actions and reactions to situations, roadblocks to a healthier and happier life, and Perception of Self.

  • In this workshop we will look at intellect, faith, belief systems, consciousness, spirituality, philosophy and psychology.
  • By looking into the mirror of your life, you will see deeply into your mind, soul and psyche.
  • You will begin to understand the “masks” of your personality and behavior.
  • You will learn to define and redefine who you are, the person you can become and what you can achieve in life.

For more information on this workshop, where the workshops are scheduled and how you can schedule a workshop near you, please contact Mike Kaminski at:
mbkaminski@tds.net
570-490-4387

A Rose for Sharon

The Sharon Fisher Bassett Memorial Fund is dedicated to raising community awareness concerning domestic violence, sexual abuse, sexual assault and their connection to eating disorders. This awareness can be achieved through educating individuals, families, schools, universities, civic organizations and communities on local, regional and national levels. By promoting, organizing and financially supporting forums, lectures, workshops and other community projects and programs we believe that a deeper consciousness can be gained on all levels, attitudes can be enlightened, healthier choices can be made and lives can be changed.

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The Sharon Fisher Bassett Memorial Fund website

Life After Russian Roulette

I would like to introduce myself. My name is Mike Kaminski.

Life After Russain Roulette is a psychological thriller based on true accounts from my life as an undercover detective in Baltimore during the mid to late 1970s. Immersed in a world of drug groups, organized crime and police corruption I became addicted to “the game” as I wrestled mentally with illegal, unethical and immoral choices as the lines of good and bad, right and wrong, blurred before my eyes to justifying the end goal of taking down powerful crime organizations. Some of these busts include: high power drug rings, one ruthless motorcycle gang, illegal activities at the Coast Guard Yard and even a man notorious for disposing of bodies by compacting them in cars in his junkyard. To catch the worst criminals we have to become criminals ourselves, and this moral downslide inevitably leads to depression, suicidal thoughts and mentally destructive actions as I numbed my true feelings with increased addiction to alcohol.

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However, the mass consumption of alcohol could not block out the images of the people I had hurt, the lives I had destroyed and the visions of the individuals I had helped to die. Even after suspension and resignation from the force the ghosts continued to haunt me like demons locked in the distorted dark cave of my mind and soul.

Somehow, through the mental fog, I gained an awareness and realization that my spiritual connection and faith in God had saved me from death after several attempts on my life. I could run from the demons but I could not hide. The thought of death became my only escape from the hell I had created.

A near fatal automobile accident was supposed to be the end of my story, but when I awoke in the hospital, high on Morphine, I made a commitment to God: For sparing my life, I would devote the rest of it to God. Unfortunately this was not the end of my struggles with alcohol and suicidal tendencies as my demons followed me into seminary and my new life of faith.

After receiving ordination and struggling spiritually to find my faith working in parish ministry, I finally find the one blessing I had been searching for all of my life – LOVE. With Sharon I would come to know, understand and feel a level of love that transcends all. My oasis of happiness was short lived however as God ripped her from my life and our world just as suddenly as God had presented her to me in the beginning. Unlike most stories, this book does not have a happy ending. It is a true story of the internal struggle over good and evil that every human faces during their life.

The reader creates an emotional connection through understanding the inner conflicts of my life: depression, alcoholism, addiction, thoughts and even desires of suicide, hatred and anger toward one’s self through guilt and the shame of living with the demons that haunt us. Finding and struggling with spirituality, faith, and a God that sometimes seems as cruel as we are.

Life After Russian Roulette

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